Dear Jakarta,
Thankyou
For the most valueable lesson,
Such as trust;
Which is crazy to think that the most untrusty city is the one from which I learn who to trust, what I can share and who is really there to help me out and not being judgemental for hideous shit I did.
Which is crazy to think that the most untrusty city is the one from which I learn who to trust, what I can share and who is really there to help me out and not being judgemental for hideous shit I did.
And about faith;
The description of what I have been saying in my prayers all the time, even in my unconsciousness,
gave me all the solid evidance that God is watching over me and never misses one second.
For all the pavement and roads; The description of what I have been saying in my prayers all the time, even in my unconsciousness,
gave me all the solid evidance that God is watching over me and never misses one second.
On which I share stories with friends and me,
On which I was excited to watch movies and listen to the song on the way under the almost orange street light under the faded shine of the moon,
The particular feeling I swear still lingers on my brain and I will never want to get rid off.
For all the happiness and sorrow, the sickness, the park, the train, the office, the bosses, the friends, the landlords, the malls , the "i am sorry, i am not a good friend", the "i know, i want to do this all over again", the "let's go", the "happy birthday", and the "i will see you again sometime soon, or maybe, who knows, right?"
It had been very hard to make this city home. But when the time to leave approaches, it feels like having a sore throat. People will ask "are you okay?", you will say, "yes. It will get better, but it never gets easier."
I'll see you soon
